Lioness075

What is this disorder? you ask What is PTSD? Simple, I tell you, I'll tell you what it's like. How does it feel? you ask me again Soldiers get it, not a civilian like you, you say to me. I sit you down and say, Listen to me. Soldiers aren't the only ones who have PTSD. Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder is the name. Going through trauma and hell is the game. Look at Katrina victims, they have it too. I have it and it's pure hell. My anger is more venomous and spontaneous The nightmares don't let me sleep. I don't go to Atlantic City as I would like I avoid hospitals like the Black Plague. I am numb at funerals And you ask me why.

Shh. Shut up. Don't Say Anything. Run. Faster. Faster. Faster. Stop. Scream. Fear. Die. Demons in the shadows Twisting Turning Staring. Watch yourself Bleeding. Quiet now. Hush, child. They'll find a way To get you. Beatings, swallowing you. Scars, defining you. You. Breaking. Crying. Dying. After all You know you're weak. You can't fight a bully When the bully's inside of you.